you were there(A.Melleby, 03.25.2015)
smile to me while you caress my hair
tell me the lies you know I want to hear
let me be the one I know you never wanted
let me feel the lie I know I´ve turned into
learning
learning by doing all the things
I shouldn´t have done
why should you mind
why should you care
point being
you were there
it all happened in the month of March
the month that seemed to never end
sick to my stomach just thinking about it
and it ain´t over yet
no, no
it ain´t over yet
you always said
life is for the living
and once you´re dead
life`s not worth living
seems easy to say
when all you seem to do is crawl
smile to me while you caress my hair
tell me the lies you know I want to hear
let me be the one I know you never wanted
let me feel the lie I know I´ve turned into
learning
learning by doing all the things
I shouldn´t have done
why should you mind
why should you care
point being
you were there
beating around the bush
slowly learning which heads to crush
and which ones not to
last night I did see the light, though
it all became clear
my lesson of love has come to an end
I will take the next train out of here
to get as far away from you I ever can get
even if you follow me
I am not to be found, spotted or recognized
I´m outta here, really outta here
let your blindfold unfold
learning
learning by doing all the things
I shouldn´t have done
why should you mind
why should you care
point being
you were there
you were there
