looking back(A.Melleby, 10.31.2015)

looking back
at times
when no sense
made more sense
than anything else
looking back
at the autumn leaves
on the lawn of my life
that left more colors
than any rainbow
in my mind

if there´s anything to be learned from this
if there´s anything that can be taught by this
wearing your shirt on the inside out
making the words on your chest
sound twisted and funny
laughing ourselves off the very chairs
we find our bottoms on

a conversation without an end
at least that´s what it feels like
whenever our eyes meet
whenever our words start dancing
whenever our words fill the room
whenever we own the attention
whenever we own and control the aura
together

looking back
at times
when no sense
made more sense
than anything else
looking back
at the autumn leaves
on the lawn of my life
that left more colors
than any rainbow
in my mind

I see
and I believe
promise
always to never
be far
away
from me