Sunday, November 17, 2024

special enough(Arnold Melleby, 11.17.24)

here I am

and you are not

I breathe

but you do not

how can I let you sleep

when all I feel

is diversion

the victim being

love

and love alone

defenceless

back to back

with eternity

I feel

and you do not

the cold is a preserver

of these feelings

I`d like to

rid myself of

I was born

to breathe

and feel the love

given

but now there`s nothing

am I

special enough

for you

I wonder

should I let it all go

and let the scavengers 

have it all

`cause 

that`s all I have left

let the scavengers dig in

and leave me stranded

between eternity

and forever

I guess time has left me

and I guess

I`ll never catch up

I wasn`t special enough