here I am
and you are not
I breathe
but you do not
how can I let you sleep
when all I feel
is diversion
the victim being
love
and love alone
defenceless
back to back
with eternity
I feel
and you do not
the cold is a preserver
of these feelings
I`d like to
rid myself of
I was born
to breathe
and feel the love
given
but now there`s nothing
am I
special enough
for you
I wonder
should I let it all go
and let the scavengers
have it all
`cause
that`s all I have left
let the scavengers dig in
and leave me stranded
between eternity
and forever
I guess time has left me
and I guess
I`ll never catch up
I wasn`t special enough